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Intro
00:57
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Lesser
01:41
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Your replies came with lesser meaning,
Your laughter and smile became less existent,
Your hand wasn't tight around mine anymore and that's when I knew, you stopped feeling for me
I felt my world going blind, as my walls where raising up, I told myself that this wasn't reality, but deep down I felt That this was truth.
That in time this all would heal. And we would be just fine.
I became lesser to you,
My words became lesser to you,
My smile and laughter became less existent,
Now my hands are empty, and I can barely see,
Now I have to tell myself this is the truth,
I will let you be, I will let you be.
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Honest (everything)
02:56
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I feel as if we are two mountains shifting away from each other, year after year as time goes on, valleys between us, rivers between us, life between us, everything between us
I was content with the thought of your smile, your hazel green tint eyes, the way you used to look at me when I said something stupid, with everything,
to wake up to you every single sun rise and morning, and see your smile, looking out the window to see the birds fly, to see the world together, to have a life with you, that was my world, my everything
I was in love with you, I still love you, I always will love you, the thought of you. If you hear this, this isn't to make you sad this is to being honest. To get this off my fucking chest, to move along, for closure,
I just want you happy I want you to know that I care and no hard feelings, to live your life happily ever after, with someone who probably won't care for you as much as I did, as much as I did for you, no one will be what I was to you
I gave you my all and you gave me what you could. The truth spilled right out of your mouth.
I can't be mad or sad cause you're just being honest, you stayed with me even though you didn't love me like how I do you,
I wish you the whole world, all the happiness that, resolves around the earth and moon.
I wish you could've told me that you didn't feel me anymore, I would done everything that could have helped.
But now the more I think, I cant remember the last time, you ever told me you loved me on your own,
I can't take this anymore, to think I slept and held someone who didn't love me anymore, how long has it been, this is hard but I have to walk away this time, from the thing I loved the most, I wish you the best of everything,
thanks for being honest
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Skin
02:58
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You'll find me, running away from my own skin, I'll be fine, when the sun peaks up, and takes my sleeplessness away.
I can feel my bones breaking down, when you are not around.
I keep telling myself that it will all be okay, but deep down I just want this all to end. But I know you have my hand, and that you have a plan for me.
Father take me to a place, where I feel safe and sound
I don't feel safe in my skin.
My thoughts are bouncing around in my head,
I can't speak for myself no more as I am not my self
I feel the sun touch my heart, I begin to find that I am a new self, that this is a new start.
I can't tell you, can't tell you, how far away I feel,
From myself, From this world, how will I ever tell.
You'll find me living in my skin, comfortably with myself and my shattered bones will finally heal
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outro
00:55
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At any time, at any moment, anything to be taken away, can be taken away,
any person can leave without any regards, with no warning, no restraint.
At any time, at any second, at any minute, someone or something can walk into your life, with such an impact, your life is ever changing,
In time, you will be happy, you will find happiness.
and to me, that is hardest thing about life
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